I feel so cold...like I'm about to let go...of everything I thought was right. I've just
felt so depressed lately due to all the emotional trauma. My first boyfriend cheated on me
after seven months of dating and he knew that I loved him no matter what. Now he has left me
to start his "new life" in California and now I found out from a friend that he's sick
and some other stuff has happened to him that make me feels so bad for him even after he
did what he did. I know that I should hate him for what he did to me emotionally , but I
don't have it in my hurt to ever hate anyone especially him since he was the first one to
take my heart. I still crave for his love , but I know it's just imaginary. I must try and move on with my life before I let this take away my soul. I must try and live and die in
peace. Maybe one day we'll see eachother again...Maybe...

Anyway guys enough about this angst I'm feeling , I'm now starting over in making new
and more inspirational artwork. I've been in a Yu Yu Hakusho mode so you'll see more of
that as well Kuwabara.^^ Keep a lookout for the new and improved work I'm creating as we
speak. I'm using Gimp to edit them to their true potential. ^^